Sorry CeeSa. I meant to return it when I said I was going to. I had no intention of stealing the switches. I even meant to add something else for the next person. If I recall, a card or something. Like really, why would I want switches that have no useful function and have a total worth of maybe six dollars. I tried them out for like 5 minutes and put them back. I went to the post office with it ready to ship, but they wanted $60 or $70 dollars to ship to Europe. They said that if I bagged it instead of boxing it, it would be cheaper. That's what intended to do. **** just got in the way. I stopped visiting as much after SmallFry passed away and losing a lot of money from various group buys. I just get sad everytime I log on. It's hard to cope. He had so much going for him. It's hard to talk about it with anyone in real life because they don't understand. So I tried to forget about it. I got really busy with school and a cancer death in the family which lead to another family member falling mentally ill, who I had to take care of. I had over a full load on the weekdays and a really difficult elder person to take care of in the weekend through the night. The stress and lack of sleep gave frequent mental breakdowns. I'm thankful and quite proud that I passed my classes and made it through all that. I didn't bother responding to your pm because it was quite hostile and I didn't need more anxiety than life was giving me. At times I didn't even remember that I had them.
None of this probably matters to you, because I'm already marked a thief and a fraud.
I sent it without explanation because you were already pretty heated and it didn't matter what I would have said. It probably still doesn't.
Either way. Some of the other frauds may have been scared into hiding because of all the intimidating threats, but I truly do think I've been stolen from in the phantom gb.
It's good to see some of you guys are doing well. There's a lot of taint in this community (at least in the gb part of it). I'm truly sorry to have been a part of the taint.
I stopped logging on to get over the negativity and loss of a friend. I've come to terms with the losses, and forgave myself for what has happened, given the situation I was in. Hopefully I get to move on from this **** too. I won't be coming back though, for it left a bad taste in my mouth.
The **** I did is not what SmallFry would have wanted. For him and the community that I once cared for so much, and the stress it may have caused you, Ceesa, I'm sorry. I hope it brings you some peace.
Best wishes
