I just am sad idk, I want you here. It’s not even anything crazy, I swear. I just want to feel your warmth next to me, like, just for a second. I want to hold you, have you close, and forget everything that’s been stressing me out. I want to stop feeling like I’m so far away from you when we’re not together. I want to know you’re there, just there, and everything feels better.
I keep texting, like, “Hey, you good?” hoping you’ll reply, but it’s like you never do. And I just keep sitting there, staring at my phone, waiting for that one message. But you’re not texting back, and I can’t tell if it’s because you don’t feel the same or if you’re just busy. Maybe I’m overthinking, maybe I’m just wishing. But I can’t stop. I just keep wanting more, even if I don’t know how to ask for it.
I want to tell you how badly I want to hold you, to be close, to forget about the stupid things that mess with my head. But I can’t say it. It feels like if I say it, it’s too much. But I’m sitting here thinking about it, and it’s like I’m stuck, because I can’t be near you. I’m just here, wishing you knew how much I need this. How much I need you.
I want to stop waiting for your message. I want to stop hoping for a call, for you to just say, “Come over.” I want to be the one who can tell you, "I just need you here." But instead, I’m here, with all this wanting and nothing to do with it. Just me, sitting here, hoping that someday you’ll understand.
Roguhe, you can search or something, I ain't nothin', have a great day you might be alone like me
