It got reposted and sold for $90 Buy It Now (plus $40 shipping). Sounds like the pointer stick / nub was not functional on it anyway which it looks like you require. Keep your eyes peeled, one will pop up. Enter a search in eBay and save it as a stored search, then bookmark it and check it a few times a day.
Also, if the main desire is to have a mech keyboard and convenient use of a mouse, might I suggest a Data911 MDS2000 board? It's a different format (more compact) but has a built in trackpad, and if you look at my prior threads, I happen to have a few for sale
Otherwise you might consider a tenkeyless board, which puts the mouse much closer to your right hand than a full-size keyboard. I rock a tenkeyless at work, and also a separate Leopold number pad which I just push up out of the way under my monitor until i need to use it. It's not the same as what you've been doing for years, but you may find that it works well for you regardless. I hear you though on having that pointer stick right on the board, if you know all the keyboard shortcuts and rarely use mouse it is convenient to have it right at your fingertips
P.S. you can thank the people on this and other forums for driving the prices on these old boards sky high
i have a few that were just given to me years ago and they used to be worthless on the second hand market, and now look at the values. maybe if you wait another few years nobody will care again and they'll be cheap LOL
