I think at this point it might just be a lemming thing.
i don't know what a lemming thing is, but i googled "lemming" and i laughed.
If it is still unclear, lemmings travel in groups and basically just follow each other around. If the mass of lemmings tries a route that ends up being extremely hazardous, the rest just follow suit and may perish as a result having never considered the consequences. The term came to be used to describe people who exhibit a herd mentality and just follow fads/crowds without considering the choices made by that group.
This was the focus of a popular video game series (titled Lemmings) throughout the early to mid 1990s, and you may have even played a clone at some point even if you've never heard of it. The Lemmings were basically mindless masses of flesh that could be directed places by modifying their terrain. If the player creates a situation in which the Lemmings are headed towards a precipice, they'll all just march right off of it.
i also started for design a board only for me.
but i'm a project engineer, i work every day with cad, cnc suppliers, production line... i can't stop my self
i undestrand what you mean. you can't see but you will think about your "not-custom pcb" at every click
Personally, I don't understand it. If I frankenstein some old OEM board, the sum of its parts is now unique, especially if it is an obscure board and/or reviled by the community. Even those 60% LEGO kit boards you can buy on Aliexpress are going to have a lot of unique permutations between stabilizers and modifications to them, hot wap sockets vs soldered, switch type, manufacturer, spring swap/modification and possible lubrication, case and caps.
The only exception I could see to this is if you designed a one-off PCB, or you hand-wired the whole thing instead of using any PCB. Then it is yours, totally unique, designed and assembled specifically for you. That has some limited ... novelty.
Regardless, a standard layout is a standard layout. There's nothing at all rational about the user caring about the specifics of the design of the PCB within, or who happened to make it, or how many were made, etc, if they have all of the features they're looking for in a board.