My family is back at home and we're all healthy and [mostly] stable, and that gives me a calm I can't describe. The car ride home through a blizzard was slow and uneventful - just as I wanted it - we got baby inside, fed and changed, and now we are expecting company, but with the weather I wouldn't blame them for waiting a day to meet Evan. I'm finally back on the SMK85 and the baby boy is sleeping to it right now, and my life is just plain better. After a little freak-out break, I relieved the baby-mama from baby-duty [I call her that to her face, it's a joke between us, so don't be offended and don't think I'm a ****] I set up my 'Puter and now I feel so much better about everything.