Hey tinlong, i will tell you from experience that
most boys your age feel the same way. (I am not much older than you). Dont worry too much. We call that insecurity and all teenagers have it believe it or not. Most people are afraid of their insecuritys and make fun of other people to make themself look better. Don't let those people win. It will not take one day but if you understand that everyone shares the same emotions but expresses them in different ways. If they do not teach you want to know in school then I suggest you find books about girls to better learn about them.(read information about them with an open mind and not about sex. Even if the book is on how to get girls). What is better; is read about boys to better learn about yourself. Believe it o not there is more to learn about yourself. Read about boys to learn about your friends and why they act the way they do. Better yet read about humans in general and why they do the things they do. Another thing you can do is read about religion or Buddhism to better love yourself and people around you. You live in Taiwan right? Have you heard of Tzu Chi? They are an idea of people helping people. I know you are good with business and is more than likely decent in school. Use your abilities to learn about business or school and use that ability to learn about boys, girls, your parents, your friends parents, your parent's parrents, your teachers, somone you just met, etcetera. Try to put yourself in tier shoes. See life as they see it. Once you know what peoples' strengths are, their weaknesses, their desires, their pains, once you know them, you have the uppperhand. Try to ignore what your ignorant friends say about you because whatatters is what you say about yourself. The friends that put you down and make you feel like crap
are not your friends. Do not hate them but do not like them. Find nice people not mean ones. I know it is hard to find nice people your age but they are there. If need be find adults to be your friends. Do you have anyone that you can talk to about your issues? I mean somone in person.
You can pm me if you like. I don't mind to help you.
About the all boy school thing. I think either the boy will become very manic/wild or very shy/recessive.
Anyone that disagrees with me please quote me and reply with your correction.
Anyone that agrees withe me please quote me and reply with your thoughts.