So I just finished reading this entire series of letters between Kirk Hamilton & Leigh Alexander from Kotaku, which is a very popular gaming news website. Back in 2011, Leigh proposed the idea to Kirk that he should play one of Leigh's most beloved games, Final Fantasy 7, and they would proceed to write to each other about their experiences and thoughts with the game. After reading these letters, I won't deny I am nearly crying my eyes out...
http://www.pastemagazine.com/articles/2011/03/the-final-fantasy-vii-letters-part-1-welcome-to-mi.htmlI'm sure many people on this forum are gamers much like me, many of whom have gotten into gaming at differing points in their respective lives. I for one, have proudly been a gamer since I can remember first picking up a Super Nintendo controller around the age of 5 and being absolutely enthralled by Yoshi's Island...
I don't know how many of you gamers out there have played through and beaten Final Fantasy 7, but I'm sure you all know what it is, and the lasting effect it has had on the Role-Playing Game genre in general. I first played FF7 on a demo I somehow managed to steal from my brother back in the days of owning a Playstation, and I remember thoroughly enjoying it to the point where even at the age of 7, I knew I wanted it day one. Fortunately, I was lucky to get it pretty much day one, and proceeded to barely play through disc-one before accidentally deleting my save which pretty much caused me to entirely lose interest in it, but alas! My step-brother at the time, being the ultimate completionist that he is, gave me his save file where he had basically completed almost every single side-quest, mastered every single materia, earned every single ultimate weapon, limit break, this that, YOU NAME IT! What this allowed me to do was have the ultimate playground with which to experience what I considered all the "cool" things in the game at the time. I mean hell, I was 7 years old, I had very little idea what the story was about, I just wanted to watch a character summon Knights of the Round and muff stuff up!!!! And much like my 7 yr old self, I lost interest again shortly after slaying Jenova & Sephiroth for the umpteenth time, and traded it in.
But ladies and gentlemen..... the seeds had been sown as they say....
I'm sorry if I'm waxing poetic here, but I know I'm not the only one here who can bravely and proudly say that video games have weaved themselves into so many parts of my life, and are such a huge proponent of the person I've become today. Over the years I constantly went back to Final Fantasy 7 in some way, shape, or form; whether it be downloading the soundtrack, re-reading what the story was about, talking to people about it, ya-da ya-da ya-da. I was so dumb-founded with excitement when Square-Enix announced that they were going to re-release FF7 for the PC last year, and you can bet anything you want that I downloaded it day one. You see, I had never actually played through the entirety of the story up until the end, and I proceeded to do just that, and bloody hell what a journey it was!
It was like I went back in time and grabbed a hold of my younger self and proceeded to finish the journey that he/I started long ago...So I guess that begs the question... why am I in tears? Well I literally cannot explain to any of you in a coherent way why Final Fantasy 7 is such important part of me, but I can tell you if you read those letters that Kirk & Leigh wrote each other, you will be on the path to understanding. It doesn't help that while reading those letters, I was listening to FF7's soundtrack. Perhaps if any of you ever meet me, and you want to see me tear up on the spot, walk up to me and play "Aerith's Theme"....
What was the point of this post.... I don't know, maybe reply with a game that has had the same effect on you, or maybe reply if you have the same feels as I do about FF7....
I need a tissue....
