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Offline HoffmanMyster

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Re: What's Bothering You? (The thread about what is bothering you.)
« Reply #9300 on: Sat, 14 November 2015, 10:28:39 »
when you burp and a little comes up

:-X

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Re: What's Bothering You? (The thread about what is bothering you.)
« Reply #9301 on: Sat, 14 November 2015, 12:43:03 »
when you burp and a little comes up

:-X
And it reminds you of him?
No, he’s not around. How that sound to ya? Jot it down.

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Re: What's Bothering You? (The thread about what is bothering you.)
« Reply #9302 on: Sat, 14 November 2015, 13:02:46 »
Some hearts are gallows, I'm not here for hangin' around

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Re: What's Bothering You? (The thread about what is bothering you.)
« Reply #9303 on: Sat, 14 November 2015, 13:09:44 »
Hahahaha. Nicely done. Even my sick mind didn't go there.

Warning level better not go up!
My wife I a also push her button . But now she have her button push by a different men. So I buy a keyboard a mechanicale, she a reliable like a Fiat.

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Re: What's Bothering You? (The thread about what is bothering you.)
« Reply #9304 on: Sat, 14 November 2015, 13:34:37 »
Oh gosh now I get it.
I'm back.

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Re: What's Bothering You? (The thread about what is bothering you.)
« Reply #9305 on: Sat, 14 November 2015, 13:47:09 »
<banned>
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Re: What's Bothering You? (The thread about what is bothering you.)
« Reply #9306 on: Sat, 14 November 2015, 14:32:00 »
<banned>

Hoff didn't even reply. :(

I hope you didn't cut too deep this time. Haha.
My wife I a also push her button . But now she have her button push by a different men. So I buy a keyboard a mechanicale, she a reliable like a Fiat.

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Re: What's Bothering You? (The thread about what is bothering you.)
« Reply #9308 on: Sat, 14 November 2015, 15:22:05 »
**** it
« Last Edit: Sun, 15 November 2015, 00:57:32 by demik »
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Re: What's Bothering You? (The thread about what is bothering you.)
« Reply #9309 on: Sat, 14 November 2015, 16:36:04 »
when you burp and a little comes up

:-X
And it reminds you of him?

( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

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Re: What's Bothering You? (The thread about what is bothering you.)
« Reply #9310 on: Sat, 14 November 2015, 17:04:47 »
when you burp and a little comes up

:-X
And it reminds you of him?

( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
This is the best possible response to that exchange. Kudos, Hoff.
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Re: What's Bothering You? (The thread about what is bothering you.)
« Reply #9311 on: Sat, 14 November 2015, 17:25:00 »
Blood work wasn't so good this time around for me. And the wife's having a hard time recovering.

I hope she is resting comfortably and recovers soon.
"Because keyboards are accessories to PC makers, they focus on minimizing the manufacturing costs. But that’s incorrect. It’s in HHKB’s slogan, but when America’s cowboys were in the middle of a trip and their horse died, they would leave the horse there. But even if they were in the middle of a desert, they would take their saddle with them. The horse was a consumable good, but the saddle was an interface that their bodies had gotten used to. In the same vein, PCs are consumable goods, while keyboards are important interfaces." - Eiiti Wada

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Re: What's Bothering You? (The thread about what is bothering you.)
« Reply #9312 on: Sat, 14 November 2015, 17:41:57 »
absyrd drank some hoppy beer again
This means stinky gas
Help!
I think my best option is to smoke the house out with some sticky icky to cover the smell
Thank you all Destiny supporters and all you fun people in off topic! I think I will try to stick around for a while!

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Re: What's Bothering You? (The thread about what is bothering you.)
« Reply #9313 on: Sat, 14 November 2015, 17:46:14 »
I think my best option is to smoke the house out with some sticky icky to cover the smell

I think you're probably right.  ^-^

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Re: What's Bothering You? (The thread about what is bothering you.)
« Reply #9314 on: Sat, 14 November 2015, 17:47:46 »
when you burp and a little comes up

:-X

I hate when this happens because I may just be the loudest burper in the area lol. Sometimes at night when I walk outside and burp they will echo off of the surrounding buildings.
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Re: What's Bothering You? (The thread about what is bothering you.)
« Reply #9315 on: Sat, 14 November 2015, 18:28:04 »
**** it
« Last Edit: Sun, 15 November 2015, 00:56:36 by demik »
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Re: What's Bothering You? (The thread about what is bothering you.)
« Reply #9316 on: Sat, 14 November 2015, 20:19:13 »
Sick dude

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Re: What's Bothering You? (The thread about what is bothering you.)
« Reply #9317 on: Sat, 14 November 2015, 21:20:51 »
**** it
« Last Edit: Sun, 15 November 2015, 00:56:27 by demik »
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Re: What's Bothering You? (The thread about what is bothering you.)
« Reply #9318 on: Sat, 14 November 2015, 21:27:06 »
Uh oh. I gave my wife the details for my PayPal account. This could be dangerous.  Haha...

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Re: What's Bothering You? (The thread about what is bothering you.)
« Reply #9319 on: Sat, 14 November 2015, 21:29:28 »
Uh oh. I gave my wife the details for my PayPal account. This could be dangerous.  Haha...
It was your decoy account, right?

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Re: What's Bothering You? (The thread about what is bothering you.)
« Reply #9320 on: Sat, 14 November 2015, 22:00:22 »
I just want my jane already so I can dump all of my other keyboards in the dumpster.

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Re: What's Bothering You? (The thread about what is bothering you.)
« Reply #9321 on: Sat, 14 November 2015, 22:02:12 »
I just want my jane already so I can dump all of my other keyboards in the dumpster.
What about your license plate?

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Re: What's Bothering You? (The thread about what is bothering you.)
« Reply #9322 on: Sat, 14 November 2015, 22:03:38 »
**** it
« Last Edit: Sun, 15 November 2015, 00:56:10 by demik »
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Re: What's Bothering You? (The thread about what is bothering you.)
« Reply #9323 on: Sat, 14 November 2015, 22:07:01 »
I just want my jane already so I can dump all of my other keyboards in the dumpster.
What about your license plate?

i stole them

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****ing reposting liar

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Re: What's Bothering You? (The thread about what is bothering you.)
« Reply #9324 on: Sat, 14 November 2015, 22:10:25 »
**** it
« Last Edit: Sun, 15 November 2015, 00:56:02 by demik »
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Re: What's Bothering You? (The thread about what is bothering you.)
« Reply #9325 on: Sat, 14 November 2015, 22:12:00 »
Baylor is choking.

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Re: What's Bothering You? (The thread about what is bothering you.)
« Reply #9326 on: Sat, 14 November 2015, 22:13:09 »
My voice is shot... BUT I DON'T CARE BECAUSE THE COUGARS CAME BACK AND BEAT MEMPHIS!!!!

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Re: What's Bothering You? (The thread about what is bothering you.)
« Reply #9327 on: Sat, 14 November 2015, 22:20:37 »
LSU lost to Arky and Stanford lost to Oregon, so that's good.  One TD game, fingers crossed that Stidham gets his head on straight and Baylor pulls off the win.  OU has been playing a ****ing dirty game, so I'd love to see them lose.

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Re: What's Bothering You? (The thread about what is bothering you.)
« Reply #9328 on: Sat, 14 November 2015, 22:23:50 »
I just want my jane already so I can dump all of my other keyboards in the dumpster.
What about your license plate?

i stole them

Show Image

I like how the letters are off-center, just like that ugly bottom row.

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Re: What's Bothering You? (The thread about what is bothering you.)
« Reply #9329 on: Sat, 14 November 2015, 22:26:19 »
**** it
« Last Edit: Sun, 15 November 2015, 00:55:48 by demik »
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Re: What's Bothering You? (The thread about what is bothering you.)
« Reply #9330 on: Sun, 15 November 2015, 01:37:34 »
**** it

Bye, demik.

It was fun while you were here.

Come back soon, we'll miss your unique outlook.
"Because keyboards are accessories to PC makers, they focus on minimizing the manufacturing costs. But that’s incorrect. It’s in HHKB’s slogan, but when America’s cowboys were in the middle of a trip and their horse died, they would leave the horse there. But even if they were in the middle of a desert, they would take their saddle with them. The horse was a consumable good, but the saddle was an interface that their bodies had gotten used to. In the same vein, PCs are consumable goods, while keyboards are important interfaces." - Eiiti Wada

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Ị̸͚̯̲́ͤ̃͑̇̑ͯ̊̂͟ͅs̞͚̩͉̝̪̲͗͊ͪ̽̚̚ ̭̦͖͕̑́͌ͬͩ͟t̷̻͔̙̑͟h̹̠̼͋ͤ͋i̤̜̣̦̱̫͈͔̞ͭ͑ͥ̌̔s̬͔͎̍̈ͥͫ̐̾ͣ̔̇͘ͅ ̩̘̼͆̐̕e̞̰͓̲̺̎͐̏ͬ̓̅̾͠͝ͅv̶̰͕̱̞̥̍ͣ̄̕e͕͙͖̬̜͓͎̤̊ͭ͐͝ṇ̰͎̱̤̟̭ͫ͌̌͢͠ͅ ̳̥̦ͮ̐ͤ̎̊ͣ͡͡n̤̜̙̺̪̒͜e̶̻̦̿ͮ̂̀c̝̘̝͖̠̖͐ͨͪ̈̐͌ͩ̀e̷̥͇̋ͦs̢̡̤ͤͤͯ͜s͈̠̉̑͘a̱͕̗͖̳̥̺ͬͦͧ͆̌̑͡r̶̟̖̈͘ỷ̮̦̩͙͔ͫ̾ͬ̔ͬͮ̌?̵̘͇͔͙ͥͪ͞ͅ

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Re: What's Bothering You? (The thread about what is bothering you.)
« Reply #9331 on: Sun, 15 November 2015, 01:47:18 »
I was sitting here with the window open and the smell of freshly cut grass drifting in occasionally (I mowed the lawns earlier today).

The sky is clear blue, not the really pale blue you get in summer, but a nice light blue.  No clouds at all that I can see from my window.

I have a row of bright green bushes and trees along the fence line that contrasts nicely with the blue sky.

It's about 20 degrees C outside, although in the direct sun it feels more like 30 degrees, thanks to ozone layer depletion.

I can hear birds tweeting in the trees in neighbouring properties.

I have a 1970 playlist going in the background, and I can hear my daughter practicing gymnastics somewhere else in the house, while my other half is preparing an early dinner.

For a few short moments my mind is just totally blank, and that is nice.

Then the realities of the last few days comes back to me again, and I really wonder what has happened to the world.

It bothers me that the carefree happiness I experienced when I was growing up will be denied to my daughter, although she will not have any basis for comparison and will hopefully be able to find her own happiness in today's world of ozone layer depletion, extreme weather, terrorist attacks, lack of jobs, over-population, over-crowding on the roads, prices rising all the time, wages stagnating, increased competition in academic areas from overseas students.
"Because keyboards are accessories to PC makers, they focus on minimizing the manufacturing costs. But that’s incorrect. It’s in HHKB’s slogan, but when America’s cowboys were in the middle of a trip and their horse died, they would leave the horse there. But even if they were in the middle of a desert, they would take their saddle with them. The horse was a consumable good, but the saddle was an interface that their bodies had gotten used to. In the same vein, PCs are consumable goods, while keyboards are important interfaces." - Eiiti Wada

NEC APC-H4100E | Ducky DK9008 Shine MX blue LED red | Ducky DK9008 Shine MX blue LED green | Link 900243-08 | CM QFR MX black | KeyCool 87 white MX reds | HHKB 2 Pro | Model M 02-Mar-1993 | Model M 29-Nov-1995 | CM Trigger (broken) | CM QFS MX green | Ducky DK9087 Shine 3 TKL Yellow Edition MX black | Lexmark SSK 21-Apr-1994 | IBM SSK 13-Oct-1987 | CODE TKL MX clear | Model M 122 01-Jun-1988

Ị̸͚̯̲́ͤ̃͑̇̑ͯ̊̂͟ͅs̞͚̩͉̝̪̲͗͊ͪ̽̚̚ ̭̦͖͕̑́͌ͬͩ͟t̷̻͔̙̑͟h̹̠̼͋ͤ͋i̤̜̣̦̱̫͈͔̞ͭ͑ͥ̌̔s̬͔͎̍̈ͥͫ̐̾ͣ̔̇͘ͅ ̩̘̼͆̐̕e̞̰͓̲̺̎͐̏ͬ̓̅̾͠͝ͅv̶̰͕̱̞̥̍ͣ̄̕e͕͙͖̬̜͓͎̤̊ͭ͐͝ṇ̰͎̱̤̟̭ͫ͌̌͢͠ͅ ̳̥̦ͮ̐ͤ̎̊ͣ͡͡n̤̜̙̺̪̒͜e̶̻̦̿ͮ̂̀c̝̘̝͖̠̖͐ͨͪ̈̐͌ͩ̀e̷̥͇̋ͦs̢̡̤ͤͤͯ͜s͈̠̉̑͘a̱͕̗͖̳̥̺ͬͦͧ͆̌̑͡r̶̟̖̈͘ỷ̮̦̩͙͔ͫ̾ͬ̔ͬͮ̌?̵̘͇͔͙ͥͪ͞ͅ

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Re: What's Bothering You? (The thread about what is bothering you.)
« Reply #9332 on: Sun, 15 November 2015, 04:26:18 »
Well I guess this is a better outlet than self harm or drinking away.

I'm currently a student in college, and I transferred to my current college just this semester. In my previous college I was getting about a 3.33 GPA, which is approx a B+ I think. After my first rounds of midterms at my current college I realized that I'm failing 2 of my 4 courses, and getting a C- in my other 2. My second round of midterms have just hit me, so I did one on Friday and I have another one on Monday. The one I did on Friday was the class I was failing the hardest in. I got 27% on the first midterm, while the one on Monday, I got 48% on the first midterm. So hopefully I'll be able to pass everything and it'll be okay. I think that even if I barely pass, I'll be put onto academic probation for not being able to attain a 2.0 GPA average. So I'm stressing out about my grades pretty much.

I barely had any sleep (2hrs) on Thurs-Fri, so just before the midterm I think I actually broke down a little. I cried a little because of random thoughts that were running through my mind. I even laughed at the thought of self harm, or well the way I would do it. I'm not going to go into too much detail since I don't want anyone here getting any weird ideas from me and doing it to themselves.

I guess after saying all this, what's bugging me is that I may be kicked out of school for not being able to do well enough.

Oh and I stay at home with my parents, and my mom pays for my tuition. So if I fail, I'll just be a giant disgrace to my family... She's currently an accountant, and my brother is a Chemistry major who's studying to be a doctor. I'm just here being the failure...

 

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Re: What's Bothering You? (The thread about what is bothering you.)
« Reply #9333 on: Sun, 15 November 2015, 04:34:47 »
Well I guess this is a better outlet than self harm or drinking away.

I'm currently a student in college, and I transferred to my current college just this semester. In my previous college I was getting about a 3.33 GPA, which is approx a B+ I think. After my first rounds of midterms at my current college I realized that I'm failing 2 of my 4 courses, and getting a C- in my other 2. My second round of midterms have just hit me, so I did one on Friday and I have another one on Monday. The one I did on Friday was the class I was failing the hardest in. I got 27% on the first midterm, while the one on Monday, I got 48% on the first midterm. So hopefully I'll be able to pass everything and it'll be okay. I think that even if I barely pass, I'll be put onto academic probation for not being able to attain a 2.0 GPA average. So I'm stressing out about my grades pretty much.

I barely had any sleep (2hrs) on Thurs-Fri, so just before the midterm I think I actually broke down a little. I cried a little because of random thoughts that were running through my mind. I even laughed at the thought of self harm, or well the way I would do it. I'm not going to go into too much detail since I don't want anyone here getting any weird ideas from me and doing it to themselves.

I guess after saying all this, what's bugging me is that I may be kicked out of school for not being able to do well enough.

Oh and I stay at home with my parents, and my mom pays for my tuition. So if I fail, I'll just be a giant disgrace to my family... She's currently an accountant, and my brother is a Chemistry major who's studying to be a doctor. I'm just here being the failure...


You don't have to live up to ANYONE'S standards or expectations. You are YOU.

There are much worse things in life than not making great grades.

I greatly appreciate you deciding to share your troubles here, and know that this community will listen and do what we can to help you.

If you are truly having self-harm thoughts, I urge you to seek professional help sooner than later. Those dark things in your head can fester if you don't go right at them hard.

I also suggest trying to do something/anything that is SAFE to get some sleep. Deprivation of sleep can lead to worse feelings and will make you not yourself.

Please feel free to PM me any time you need to talk.

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Re: What's Bothering You? (The thread about what is bothering you.)
« Reply #9334 on: Sun, 15 November 2015, 05:07:24 »

You don't have to live up to ANYONE'S standards or expectations. You are YOU.

There are much worse things in life than not making great grades.

I greatly appreciate you deciding to share your troubles here, and know that this community will listen and do what we can to help you.

If you are truly having self-harm thoughts, I urge you to seek professional help sooner than later. Those dark things in your head can fester if you don't go right at them hard.

I also suggest trying to do something/anything that is SAFE to get some sleep. Deprivation of sleep can lead to worse feelings and will make you not yourself.

Please feel free to PM me any time you need to talk.

Thanks for the nice words, it really does mean a lot.

I believe that I'm able to contain myself and prevent myself from any self harm, since I care a lot about the people around me. I know that if I were to ever do anything to myself it would upset a lot of people and I don't want that to happen at all.

I think that I might have also come to terms with being put on academic probation now. I've been telling myself that I'll do better next semester, maybe I won't overload myself and I'll take more time to reflect on what I learn in class and if doing this is the right choice for me.

Yea if I ever do feel the need to talk I would surely PM you.

Thanks again for the kind words and responding to my post. It's really appreciated.

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Re: What's Bothering You? (The thread about what is bothering you.)
« Reply #9335 on: Sun, 15 November 2015, 05:10:27 »

You don't have to live up to ANYONE'S standards or expectations. You are YOU.

There are much worse things in life than not making great grades.

I greatly appreciate you deciding to share your troubles here, and know that this community will listen and do what we can to help you.

If you are truly having self-harm thoughts, I urge you to seek professional help sooner than later. Those dark things in your head can fester if you don't go right at them hard.

I also suggest trying to do something/anything that is SAFE to get some sleep. Deprivation of sleep can lead to worse feelings and will make you not yourself.

Please feel free to PM me any time you need to talk.

Thanks for the nice words, it really does mean a lot.

I believe that I'm able to contain myself and prevent myself from any self harm, since I care a lot about the people around me. I know that if I were to ever do anything to myself it would upset a lot of people and I don't want that to happen at all.

I think that I might have also come to terms with being put on academic probation now. I've been telling myself that I'll do better next semester, maybe I won't overload myself and I'll take more time to reflect on what I learn in class and if doing this is the right choice for me.

Yea if I ever do feel the need to talk I would surely PM you.

Thanks again for the kind words and responding to my post. It's really appreciated.
I'm going through a similar crisis but I'm in highschool, I feel you, whatever happens, don't worry it'll be okay.

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Re: What's Bothering You? (The thread about what is bothering you.)
« Reply #9336 on: Sun, 15 November 2015, 05:39:56 »

You don't have to live up to ANYONE'S standards or expectations. You are YOU.

There are much worse things in life than not making great grades.

I greatly appreciate you deciding to share your troubles here, and know that this community will listen and do what we can to help you.

If you are truly having self-harm thoughts, I urge you to seek professional help sooner than later. Those dark things in your head can fester if you don't go right at them hard.

I also suggest trying to do something/anything that is SAFE to get some sleep. Deprivation of sleep can lead to worse feelings and will make you not yourself.

Please feel free to PM me any time you need to talk.

Thanks for the nice words, it really does mean a lot.

I believe that I'm able to contain myself and prevent myself from any self harm, since I care a lot about the people around me. I know that if I were to ever do anything to myself it would upset a lot of people and I don't want that to happen at all.

I think that I might have also come to terms with being put on academic probation now. I've been telling myself that I'll do better next semester, maybe I won't overload myself and I'll take more time to reflect on what I learn in class and if doing this is the right choice for me.

Yea if I ever do feel the need to talk I would surely PM you.

Thanks again for the kind words and responding to my post. It's really appreciated.

We are all here in some way to enjoy each others company while bonding over keyboards. What I have found over the last 3 years-ish on here is that it'll turn out you bond on so many other levels with like-minded individuals.

I'm really serious about PM (or even a phone call if necessary). I've battled with dark thoughts for many years, and most of them were wrecking me the worst at about the same time of my life as you.

Very glad to know you have people that care about you. Don't forget that YOU have to care about YOU, too!

I'm going through a similar crisis but I'm in highschool, I feel you, whatever happens, don't worry it'll be okay.

Offer of talk via PM is open to you, too!


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Re: What's Bothering You? (The thread about what is bothering you.)
« Reply #9337 on: Sun, 15 November 2015, 07:45:25 »
Well I guess this is a better outlet than self harm or drinking away.

I'm currently a student in college, and I transferred to my current college just this semester. In my previous college I was getting about a 3.33 GPA, which is approx a B+ I think. After my first rounds of midterms at my current college I realized that I'm failing 2 of my 4 courses, and getting a C- in my other 2. My second round of midterms have just hit me, so I did one on Friday and I have another one on Monday. The one I did on Friday was the class I was failing the hardest in. I got 27% on the first midterm, while the one on Monday, I got 48% on the first midterm. So hopefully I'll be able to pass everything and it'll be okay. I think that even if I barely pass, I'll be put onto academic probation for not being able to attain a 2.0 GPA average. So I'm stressing out about my grades pretty much.

I barely had any sleep (2hrs) on Thurs-Fri, so just before the midterm I think I actually broke down a little. I cried a little because of random thoughts that were running through my mind. I even laughed at the thought of self harm, or well the way I would do it. I'm not going to go into too much detail since I don't want anyone here getting any weird ideas from me and doing it to themselves.

I guess after saying all this, what's bugging me is that I may be kicked out of school for not being able to do well enough.

Oh and I stay at home with my parents, and my mom pays for my tuition. So if I fail, I'll just be a giant disgrace to my family... She's currently an accountant, and my brother is a Chemistry major who's studying to be a doctor. I'm just here being the failure...
I remember high school and early college was a complete cakewalk for me. Then at some point in college it got really hard. It was the first time I doubted the outcome in school. I determined that I never developed good study habits in high school because it was so easy for me, and so it just takes me longer to study than people who got good at it in high school.

Have an honest talk with your parents about your concerns and ask them for their advice about managing your time, personal life, etc., before you get a negative report. Show them preemptively that you're willing to make changes and they will have an easier time hearing the news about low marks.

I wouldn't worry too much about random thoughts of self harm or whatever. You are sleep deprived, your brain starts idly wandering. I remember being up late with our first baby, and your brain just thinks messed up things. It's just like when you're at the top of a skyscraper and you think, "what would happen if I jumped?" If you're not actually legitimately considering it, it's just idle musing.

Hope this helps. Thanks for sharing, and know that others have been there, too.

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Re: What's Bothering You? (The thread about what is bothering you.)
« Reply #9338 on: Sun, 15 November 2015, 09:05:04 »
It bothers me that the carefree happiness I experienced when I was growing up will be denied to my daughter, although she will not have any basis for comparison and will hopefully be able to find her own happiness in today's world of ozone layer depletion, extreme weather, terrorist attacks, lack of jobs, over-population, over-crowding on the roads, prices rising all the time, wages stagnating, increased competition in academic areas from overseas students.

I feel this too, and it is heartbreaking.

As a child of the 1950s and 1960s, I grew up in a world where everything was possible and the future was going to be nothing but better.

Minor concerns like the Cold War, Vietnam, and pollution were very far away, at least until my later days in high school when I realized that I would soon be subject to the draft unless I maintained a student deferment through college.

The decade of the 1970s, which I entered at age 17.5 and exited at 27.5, matured me and made me cynical as it changed the world around me, pulling my optimism out from under me.

When everything took a hard turn to the right with Reagan, Thatcher, and Brezhnev, it started a race to the bottom which has continued relentlessly to this day, with the breakup of the former Soviet Union being one of the few bright upticks.

At least during the Cold War there were visible and identifiable enemies.
 
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That's the message. That's the whole message. Say that every day, not just to reach America's frustrated young white men, but people of every age, race, and gender.
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Re: What's Bothering You? (The thread about what is bothering you.)
« Reply #9339 on: Sun, 15 November 2015, 09:09:03 »
Not procreating is also a possibility.
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Re: What's Bothering You? (The thread about what is bothering you.)
« Reply #9340 on: Sun, 15 November 2015, 09:24:47 »
Not procreating is also a possibility.

A damn good one from where I'm sitting.  There are enough humans in the world, following biological urges to reproduce to ensure the survival of our species is no longer a necessity and bordering on insanity in my book.

The trouble is having a child is also supposedly amazing even according to all the half dead through lack of sleep new parents I've encountered, and without other people to care about when older generations die what's left to encourage us to live on?  If you haven't done something in your first 30 years of adulthood you're unlikely to as your body ages and wears out, and an experience with no-one to share it with (finding a romantic partner who shares this view is incredibly challenging) just isn't the same as a shared one you can reminisce over later.

"Luckily" my younger sister is borderline insane (has a child) so an early escape will not be an option for me.  Unless my niece gets fed up with her parents and moves abroad - I wouldn't blame her if they don't grow up soon...
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Re: What's Bothering You? (The thread about what is bothering you.)
« Reply #9341 on: Sun, 15 November 2015, 09:32:23 »
Not procreating is also a possibility.

A damn good one from where I'm sitting.  There are enough humans in the world, following biological urges to reproduce to ensure the survival of our species is no longer a necessity and bordering on insanity in my book.

The trouble is having a child is also supposedly amazing even according to all the half dead through lack of sleep new parents I've encountered, and without other people to care about when older generations die what's left to encourage us to live on?  If you haven't done something in your first 30 years of adulthood you're unlikely to as your body ages and wears out, and an experience with no-one to share it with (finding a romantic partner who shares this view is incredibly challenging) just isn't the same as a shared one you can reminisce over later.

"Luckily" my younger sister is borderline insane (has a child) so an early escape will not be an option for me.  Unless my niece gets fed up with her parents and moves abroad - I wouldn't blame her if they don't grow up soon...

This is the main issue of not wanting ever to have a child. It's dealbreaker for a lot of partners.

As much as the experience of parenting seems awesome. I just find it very selfish to put someone in a world you don't believe in.
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Re: What's Bothering You? (The thread about what is bothering you.)
« Reply #9342 on: Sun, 15 November 2015, 09:38:53 »
I just find it very selfish to put someone in a world you don't believe in.

It is very selfish to bring someone into the world without giving them a reasonable opportunity to thrive.

I love them more than life itself, but I sweat and fret continuously about how to take care of my 2 kids and send them out into the world healthy and educated.

The mindless ignorant dirt farmers (or people even less productive) who breed a dozen offspring with no hope of success are the ones who strangle the planet.
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That's the message. That's the whole message. Say that every day, not just to reach America's frustrated young white men, but people of every age, race, and gender.
Late-stage capitalism is a wealth-concentration engine, focused on vacuuming up every dollar and putting it in as few hands as possible. Republicans are helping that vacuum suck.
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Re: What's Bothering You? (The thread about what is bothering you.)
« Reply #9343 on: Sun, 15 November 2015, 11:11:15 »
My anger. Recently I've just been so out of touch with my emotions and sadness and anger have just been so apparent. I get so irritated over small things. Today I threw a water bottle at the wall because I got a question wrong on my math homework. I'm just sitting here cleaning up water off the ground thinking about how childish and idiotic I am. But this won't be the last time this happens. Which really sucks to think about.

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Re: What's Bothering You? (The thread about what is bothering you.)
« Reply #9344 on: Sun, 15 November 2015, 11:27:48 »
My anger. Recently I've just been so out of touch with my emotions and sadness and anger have just been so apparent. I get so irritated over small things. Today I threw a water bottle at the wall because I got a question wrong on my math homework. I'm just sitting here cleaning up water off the ground thinking about how childish and idiotic I am. But this won't be the last time this happens. Which really sucks to think about.

Hormones...they get the best of everybody. It won't be forever, you have nothing to worry about. :thumb:

I did the same exact stuff too, afterwards you just sit there question what the hell you just did. :p
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Re: What's Bothering You? (The thread about what is bothering you.)
« Reply #9345 on: Sun, 15 November 2015, 11:39:21 »
My anger. Recently I've just been so out of touch with my emotions and sadness and anger have just been so apparent. I get so irritated over small things. Today I threw a water bottle at the wall because I got a question wrong on my math homework. I'm just sitting here cleaning up water off the ground thinking about how childish and idiotic I am. But this won't be the last time this happens. Which really sucks to think about.

I know from our PM interactions that you are a really good kid.

Just because you go HULKSMASH on **** doesn't make you bad at all. I went through like maybe 3 doors to my bedroom when I was 15ish? Some drywall, too. Then I'd fix it myself the day after because I felt so bad smashing up the house my p's worked so hard for. Learned some nifty house maintenance skills out of it that help me later in life, too. :p

Yoda said some **** about fear, sadness, yadda yadda yadda leading to anger, right? Truth. Like steez said, you'll figure out how to work/break that chain in time because I know you have a good head on your shoulders.
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Re: What's Bothering You? (The thread about what is bothering you.)
« Reply #9346 on: Sun, 15 November 2015, 11:46:49 »
My anger. Recently I've just been so out of touch with my emotions and sadness and anger have just been so apparent. I get so irritated over small things. Today I threw a water bottle at the wall because I got a question wrong on my math homework. I'm just sitting here cleaning up water off the ground thinking about how childish and idiotic I am. But this won't be the last time this happens. Which really sucks to think about.
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Re: What's Bothering You? (The thread about what is bothering you.)
« Reply #9347 on: Sun, 15 November 2015, 11:49:39 »
Went to the only Toys R Us around me to get the new Mega Yarn Yoshi and they were sold out.

They only had 6 in stock.

6...
There is probably no other TRU in a 40 mile radius of that one.
Wtf

Some guy just bought two and was talking about how he wanted to buy more but he got the last one.

Just gonna buy one off eBay. Not willing to drive out of my way to get one.



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Re: What's Bothering You? (The thread about what is bothering you.)
« Reply #9348 on: Sun, 15 November 2015, 11:55:02 »
Went to the only Toys R Us around me to get the new Mega Yarn Yoshi and they were sold out.

They only had 6 in stock.

6...
There is probably no other TRU in a 40 mile radius of that one.
Wtf

Some guy just bought two and was talking about how he wanted to buy more but he got the last one.

Just gonna buy one off eBay. Not willing to drive out of my way to get one.



It's the Fallout Nuka Cola soda at Target all over again


Welcome to the ****ty world of collectibles.

I wanted to grab a particular record for record store day this year, and people started camping out ~15 hours before the store opened.  Turns out they only got 2 copies of that record in, and they were taken by the first 2 people in line.  Sneakers are in a similar situation, online releases camped by bots and in-store releases camped by scalpers who buy large numbers of pairs to sell on ebay and employees who 'reserve' pairs for themselves and their friends.


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Re: What's Bothering You? (The thread about what is bothering you.)
« Reply #9349 on: Sun, 15 November 2015, 11:56:51 »
Went to the only Toys R Us around me to get the new Mega Yarn Yoshi and they were sold out.

They only had 6 in stock.

6...
There is probably no other TRU in a 40 mile radius of that one.
Wtf

Some guy just bought two and was talking about how he wanted to buy more but he got the last one.

Just gonna buy one off eBay. Not willing to drive out of my way to get one.



It's the Fallout Nuka Cola soda at Target all over again

TIL what an amiibo is. Pretty clever marketing scheme there. Some cool ****, though, so I can understand the draw.
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