Possessive compulsive, you might know someone else who has it.
And the forum, where many people post their acquisitions, their treasures, finds and creations, vs the one. It's unfair, they are all getting such wonderful toys, frequently and consistently.
Just remember, I tell myself, it is ALL OF THEM and just ONE of me, and the 'ALL OF THEM' is just a small fraction of those that are on the forum. It is not like EVERYONE is getting things and I am not, it is that MANY INDIVIDUALS are getting things. I do not need to match each and everything I see.
I enjoy my current obsession and learning about keyboards, but I will control it and I will not let it control me.
P.C. takes on a whole new meaning.