Mostly having human interaction of any kind... Used to live in the best part of town, near all my friends, and we'd smoke and play Project M all night. Now I live with my parents again (got really sick, so did my roomie and we couldn't afford rent) so now I'm just sitting here, doing nothing, browsing GH at 7:43 am cause I haven't been able to sleep and have no desire to. Luckily I start my job on Friday, so maybe I'll be able to get some money and visit my friends, get keyboard stuff, and maybe eek out a meager living and make myself at least a little happy. Who knows...