Reflecting on my general lack of motivation. I have things to do, yet I still like to talk about how I'm going to get things done, But I never do. Maybe I'm waiting for someone to push me along, but of course that probably won't happen. Not that I should expect it to happen.
And as I'm avoiding the things I need to do, I just sit here in wallowing in my own self pity all day. It's quite depressing, really.
that's simply because you are a ****ing loser with no future.
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Don't worry air-tree, what you are experiencing is normal in our modern era.
You see.. In countries/states - of - plenty,, where typical social roles are commonly filled.. there exists a natural selection of (less competitive) individuals who will behave (listlessly) as you have..
Essentially, you are becoming self aware in the sense that you realize the pointlessness of the typical life pursuits..
What is money and fame, when you can't really go hungry.... cheap food
What is money and fame, when you can easily procreate.... cheap sex
What is money and fame, when you're warm and comfy.... cheap shelter
This has been established in numerous research into Utopian societies involving smaller animals, mice, etc...
These experiments also show, that there will be existence of Aggressive mice, who will go out of their way to be Mean, but to no real avail, (people such as the user -Iri- )..
He's mad for no reason.. and behaves rudely / angrily towards other participants, because he comes from a line of genetics that is more behavioral aggressive..
Essentially, his choices in life are equivalently simple and pointless as everyone else, but because he was genetically selected to be aggressive to tackle/ survive in a more hostile environment, he is naturally more "Frustrated" because upward social motion isn't readily possible, as I've mentioned before , social roles are already fulfilled, and true progress as an animal is stagnant.
in summary, what you're experiencing is normal.. due to reduced survival stress.. brought upon by a GREAT LIFE..