in real talk though mito i do have some words for you
apart from the contradiction of quitting, you are clearly a dedicated guy, and im sure somewhere there is a place that you can excel, you will take these words as an insult but they arent meant that way at all, but you just need a little time to find yourself, and understand the difference between how others view your actions and how you view them
right now, everything you say comes across as very manipulative and self serving, you may not mean it that way, but im sure it isnt just me who views it as such
this community is a tough place man, and you have to be humble and earn your stripes so to speak, and perhaps it just isnt the right place for your personality right now
we have had our issues, and i wont lie, ill be happy when you are gone so there isnt these constant backhanded jabs and such at me, but as i say, im sure somewhere there is a place you will do very well for yourself, it may not be your next venture, or the one after, but at some point, im sure you will go on to do something you truly enjoy, and that you will do well at it, and i wish you every success when you find that place or niche that is suited to you