Wow. It can't be that bad. Looks like I missed something in IRC.
MOZ I don't forgive you. You don't need us to forgive you for what you've done to yourself. Apologise to yourself for acting like a fool. You should have every ability to think about your reputation before you post something. I have wrote some long thing and scraped it because a part of it could come off rude. If you "know" you should have been banned "many" times then why do you continue do the things you "know" will get you banned. Just find that filter of yours and pop it in your brain, mouth, finger, w/e. This is not a competition. No one is winning in anything. Chill out.