Still not applied for any jobs, struggling to see past getting paid more to work less, but longer, days. If my life was never great working a standard week and only having weekends why am I so hesitant to switch? Because it means I can't commit to doing anything, as just like work I'll be able to do 4 [day]s but then working the next 4. But if instead of socialising I did something solitary, aided by having extra money, that works? Except I've always been mainly solitary and life has never been great. But I never did anything...
Might get a job picking crap off a plastic recycling line - at worst it's another entry on the "don't like this" job list. But that means working all week so applying/interviewing elsewhere is awkward, while lots of days off is not.
Need to escape logic loops and get some emotion involved, but how?