I really wonder how much of a right I to have to complain about my life, is it really that bad? surely there are people in worse situations..
But ****, a combination of an unstable household and me doing nothing about it and just giving up is not helping anything.
I need to do something, because I have to do better than this in life that what i"m doing and be proactive in fixing the problems, rather than wallowing in self pity like I have for as long as I can remember.