What's bothering me?
Im getting extremely agitated that I cant find a job, or even somewhere to volunteer. When you tell people you are 'deaf, partially blind and cant talk well' you never even get a reply. Its been 8 years since Ive had a real job and 4 years since my last volunteer gig (at the local deaf services center).
/rant
Have you ever thought about starting your own business? Perhaps combining something that you like to do, like a hobby, with an activity that could provide you with decent income. For example, the only food that I seem to be able to cook are hamburgers and I know how to make good juices with tropical fruits. Sometimes I think about studying cooking and opening my own restaurant or hamburger shack. This is my plan B, in case I fail to make a living out of my mining engineer degree. I'm still in college though, 2.5 years from graduating. Some people that I know had a lot of difficulties in finding a steady job, and some of them had great success with their own small business and companies. For example, one good friend of mine opened her own pet shop & care after strugginlig with her career as a vet. There aren't many opportunities for vets on her area, so she had to take some course of action. And she's doing hella fine. I believe that if you put passion and good effort in any kind of endeavor, and persevere through the difficulties, you'll be very likely to succeed. Perhaps you should take some time to thing about what to do next. It seems that you're petty stressed since ou mentioned agitation, and I know that it's hard situation but don't put so much pressure on yourself, it will only make things worse.
